Nov 4 2009

Losing It

Lately I have been losing things.  There have been keys, shoes, a favorite shirt and most recently my bible and journal.  For anyone that knows me, you know that this is not my style.  I keep an immaculate apartment, everything I own is put away, I’m uber organized…. I definitely don’t lose things!

I can only blame my new ability to lose stuff on my hectic life.  I run from one activity to the next leaving myself tired and my mind doing everything it can to keep up.  The bi-product of this: lost stuff.  I also stuggle to remember to make a phone call or to pick up something from the grocery store.  I am learning to rely on a calender and lists…. something that I used to laugh at.

Im embarrassed by my new quality of forgetfulness.  I am upset at myself for not having a little more control over this thing called life.  So, in the mean time.  If you see me frantically searching, have me calling you to ask if you have seen my lost stuff or see me walk away from my belongings please forgive me.   I’m a work in progress.  =)